So as what I mentioned about my old post, It's already been a year since the last time I posted something here in blogspot. So I will give you a summarization about what happened to my life since the last post I made last year.

The last post I made was a photoshoot of Maricor for my online shop. An online shop my workmate who become my super close friend Chesca and I opened when we got so addicted to ukay2x . I never thought of being close to Chesca aside from my first impression of her for being so yagit coz she was wearing a not so
impressive outfit when we first met ( and yeah.. I judge people by the way you talk and dress ) thu she talks fluent English she also stared at my outfit from head to toe when cross our paths in the office. She gave me and idea of being insecure ( LOL peace Chesca ) and wished she own my clothes haha!! I'm a kind of person who wears whatever I feel like wearing ( Gladly, I received compliments from people so far ).I wear boots despite of the tropical county where I'm at lol but since I was working in a call center, wearing thick furry jackets and boots is no big deal.

One day, when we were at the smoking area, most of my office mates complimented me for my outfit. Then she said " I also have boots like that but I'm shy to wear it. " Then followed by " where did you buy it? ". Then I found out she has the same taste as I do! I'm also a kind of person who is not embarrassed to tell people that I do ukay2x. So I told her where I got most of my outfits. Then she told me she really wanted to go to ukay2x but just didn't know where to find one since she's just new in Cebu. So I promised her that I will bring her to my favorite ukayan on pay day. And since then, we were already shopping buddies. I found out that she's just living near where I was staying. I discovered that she's a very talented artist. She's really good in painting. So I came up with the idea to open an online shop. Since I'm a photographer, we wanted our online shop to be diff compared to others esp the clothes that we will be selling are ukay2x. We will have someone to model the clothes, I'll be the one to style it, and she will be the one to make up the models!
It went pretty good. Less than an hour, them item was already sold! It was doing pretty okay when for some reason, I got tired. Lets just say, there was a blessing ( well at that time I thought It was ) which made me resigned from my job and gave up my online shop.

                                   Photo by one of our behind the lens pictorial for our online shop

Yes you might wanna ask what happened to Chesca? Well.. she continued working in our office, and I left her with the online shop which I just realized was so selfish.

I got closed with one of our models ( well.. we already know each other for like 2 years but we were not that close ) and she was the one I was hanging out at that time. She was really kind,talented she can dance and her voice is really good that makes me stop of what I'm doing and just want to stare at her while she was singing and yeah I consider her as smart thu she sucks at speaking English. She always brought me to her GIMIKS. She once mentioned that she can earn money by just singing in karaoke bars! I even thought maybe thats where she got her money coz she mentioned to me she did not come from a rich family and she's jobless. By going out with her, I slowly noticed that there was this old business who kept giving her money. I really didn't know what was her relationship to them, ( but of course I had an idea ) and since she'd been nice to me and she I had benefits and going our with her ( free tickets, free food etc lol ) and no attempts of doing bad thing on me and its also not my business to know how was she related to them so I didn't bother asking.

To make the long story short, there was a wealthy business man who offered her a new place to stay in for me. For some reason she wanted me to stay with her. And since I thought staying in the same apartment where my ex and I shared before, I accepted her offer. I mean It would be very convenient for me since I no longer need to pay for the rent since she offered me a free stay.

When we officially moved in to the pink house ( we called it pink house because the outside paint and the interior colors are pink ) we shopped for the stuff we needed for the house. That includes sala set, dining set, etc.. All expense paid by the generous businessman.                                                                         

I introduced her to my close friends whom I considered as my 2nd family. we got super close and so she was with my friends

                             
Aside from the house rent, the businessman was also paying for the water and electricity bill and we even had a food allowance! My friend was meeting the businessman every dinner and gave her 5k-10K everyday!
and gave me 3-5k too by just accompanying her ( seriously -__- ) In short we were living like a princess. Who needs a job right? lol

And since I got close to this businessman, and my friend of mine really loves singing, I asked him if he could sponsor us for my friend's music video. My barkada and I were planning to make one since only-god-knows when but we lack resources. I could sponsor but I can't do it alone. Well. we already made couple of beginners music video I sponsored but we were already targeting to make ahmm... lets say, ahmm REAL MUSIC VIDEO. And we can't do that without sponsor. And luckily he was so supportive about it so we had all the equipment and resources we needed! We recorded our songs in a REAL RECORDING STUDIO.

Photos from our recording

And this is me recording IF I AIN'T GOT YOU By Alicia Keys

Don't mind my face -__- I don't have other photo of myself while recording so I didn't have a choice -__-

Unfortunately, the happy days ended and it would take me forever if I'll tell you the whole story why our happy days didn't last. For some reason, something bad happened and it got fucked up. You know.. wrong decisions, miscommunication and shit. In short, my life got fucked up. I had nothing but few real friends


Aug 2013

With the help of my close friend Chesca and Yuri , I was able to moved to a diff dormitory. Still continued studying law. And had no choice but to follow my family's condition. ( They'll pay for my tuition, dorm and give me a weekly allowance of 1500 but I need to stop working for me to concentrate with my studies ) Hello? 1500 per week? HELL NO! Good thing if I was still under Daddy George's hands because who needs a job right? So I decided to work. Started from scratch. I applied for a new job and started to get my life back. And I met awesome new people!

 And I had a crush with one of our GCT trainers lol..  I even thought I was already in loved with him :P

He's the only guy I had a crush with that made myself talked about him every minute . Seriously. Every fucking minute that there were lots of times that my friends wanted to punch me in the face because I can't stop talking about him. LOL

And here are some people who got close to me

REX

This guy here looks nerd but he's one of the coolest guy I know! He may look nerd but I find him really cool!

One of the most intelligent people I know.( Well.. I don't have dumb friends so far.. ;P ) He's also very talented! ( well.. All my friends are talented duh lol ) and I love his music taste! He consider me as his lil sister. He's always there for me when I needed someone to talk to and don't judge me for the mistakes I did and keep on doing.      

Iniego

One of the most intelligent people I know too! Awesome voice I tell you. Story why we met was so funny. We were working at the same company but we met at a karaoke bar! lol We noticed each other when everytime we had tagay or karaoke sessions we were there! lol So we decided to become friends and that was the start of our friendship. We've been together through our ups and downs and were there to support each other. I always look up to them coz he is so smart, a person who always know what to do in any situation. He's a kind of person whom you can bring and not be regret it after in any occasion with diff types of people. Who can maintain his composure in any kind of situation. 

Rieve

Who would have thought that this porn-star-looking person is a GUY? lol He was my school mate before when I was still in college but we were not that close back then. I just found out that we knew each other when we started hanging out already. We also met same as Iniego in a karaoke bar coz Iniego and him were always together since they were in one team. And yes he worked at the same company as mine before. But I already noticed him at the office thu. That was the reason why I approached them like the 4th time we saw each other in a bar. He's so talented too! He loves Britney Spears so much he can even mimic her voice!. And he dance so well too! She's also very generous if she have money.We both love fashion and we have the same taste in terms of movies. She was the one who introduced me in the world of Party Goers.

Here's the link of  Rieve's Britney Spears voice

Rieve singing I'm not a girl not yet a woman by Britney Spears

Jayem 

One of the best people I know! He's my kuya, my friend, my dad! He always makes me realize my mistakes and give me advices on how to solve my problems.  He's also smart and very talented.
Another singer in the group!

September 2013
 
We had Harajuku in the office! It was awesome coz I really love Harajuku fashion! Harajuku is a famous
City in Japan and become world famous as Japan’s center of street fashion. teenagers dress in their own fashions they invent themselves, or cosplay outfits. 

Oct 2013 
 

    One of my close friends way back in college transferred to my dorm and we became room mates! :)

And drinking became my daily habit. After our duty, we go directly to our favorite tambayan. 

One of our favorite tambayan was a famous karaoke bar near our office. 

What we love about our tambayan aside from the fact that we love singing? We love it every time there's a secret war on each table since it's an open mic. We love the competition every time there's a group of people who also has talent in singing. And what we love about it? after the competition? We ended up being friends with them. So once we enter the karaoke bar, 90% of the people there knows us. Felt like we owned the bar. LOL 

Meet our tagay mates

And one of our tagay sponsor before was Kuya Louie!  He was also one of the people who helped me when I got broke. LOL He's kind and humble :) We just don't have photos together because he refused having his photo taken hmmp! 

And every after our tagay session we usually ended up in Iniego's apartment where all his housemates are also gays :) I even have clothes in his apartment lol 

And if not, we usually checked in in Roseatte's Pension House owned by Rieve's family. And this photo was the last photo we had in their pension house since this was the time when the utility guy caught Rieve wearing just a bra with our other MAYA ( Gays who dress like straight guys ) and told his Parents that he checked in the Pension House with bunch of guys. lol They didn't know I was the only person who is straight at that room. HAHA

Oct 2013

   A  7.2 magnitude earthquake hit our country! But I didn't feel it coz I was sleeping haha My room mate Paul 
   and my close friend Chesca was in my room at that time applying beauty products on their faces when it
   happened lol 

And I discovered the FUN in going to bars and clubs partying and got addicted to it 

November 2013


    After the earthquake, Typhoon Yolanda, was one of the strongest typhoon ever recorded. which devastated          portions of Southeast Asia particularly the Philippines and killed lot of people esp in Visayas region. It is the        deadliest Philippine Typhoon on record, killing at least 6,300 people in that country alone :( I felt the typhoon 

   but luckily my dorm was located at the City so there were only few damages compared to the provinces. The 

3 branches of our family business located in the Northern part of Cebu got devastated by the strong typhoon. 

A big challenge my family was facing last year. 

Photo from last Yolanda Typhoon last Novemver. A view from my windorm

December 2013

 I partied for the first time with my school mate way back in College whom I idolized so much because he was 
 part of CAFA dance sport! I didn't know he just won an international Reality show  " THE APARTMENT" in 
 Singapore! 

Deankie

Another talented friend of mine who's not just good in dancing but also a potential singer too! 

( told you all my friends are talented and smart ;) ) He's the reason why I no longer feel embarrassed of telling people what I've been through when my family got broke. Because I didn't tell anyone when that happened because I was used to people treating me like a some kinda fragile because of my family's background maybe I was so young back then and haven't accepted the real situation of the family yet and was still living the life I used to had before. He taught me that there's nothing wrong with it, and what's important is you are doing something about it. He became my inspiration.  People usually misunderstood him for being bossy and hot tempered, but he's really a kind hearted person and is willing to help you in times of need. His rule?  : Just show him, you know how to face the consequences of your mistakes and, your learning from it and you're doing something about it and there would be no problem. People misunderstood that for being bossy for having that kind of rule to his friends but he just want to see his friends to become successful in life. He may have his own way of letting you know about it, but he loves seeing his friends doing great with their lives. 

 Mid December 2014

 Aside from drinking everyday and partying every weekend I got busy with my work and a new boylet lol 
 I spent my Christmas with my friends because I was so busy back then. We celebrated Christmas in my
 friend's apartment and we ended up partying again lol 

   I signed a contract for a local Magazine and got hired as a freelance writer :)

  January 2014

  Celebrated New Year with my family in Moven Pick Mactan 

and only spent 5 hours with them because it bored  the hell out of me lol and ended up hanging out with my friends and ended up partying again lol 

And we meet Woodruff ( I can no longer remember his first name because we call him by his last name ) Rieve's bf for 1 day LOL 

  I got so fucked up the week before my birthday because of the  realization that I was still affected when I found out my ex bf already have a new

  GF. -____-

  For some reason I decided not to celebrate my bday because there was nothing to celebrate about but my friends surprised me! I was so happy and I realized hurting for some nonsense reason is just a waste of time 

And since my friends kept on forcing me that  it was already time for me to have a new boylet in my life so I decided to have one lol 

February 2014 

   Nothing much. Did the same thing over again. Drinking sessions everyday after work, party every weekend etc..

    Celebrated Valentines Day with friends simply because I love hanging out with my friends compared to my bf. LOL Seriously, My Bf went out of town since first week of January because member of his family died. But I wasn't joking with the first part :P 

Mid February 2014

Starting to get annoyed with my BF. At first, we were ok but later on, he kept on mentioning about Weddings, marriage and kids! And it scared the hell out of me! I mean.. I know he's already 27 turning 28 the same year and i just turned 23 but he creeps me out every time he talks about it! Hello? -__-
And I hate it every time he gets mad when I didn't ask permission when I go out with my friends. I mean I understand because we were in a relationship but before I invited him to come with us but he always gives me a reason that he hates hanging out with my rich friends! Duh... One of the attitude I hate in a  guy is INSECURE. And he didn't allow me to go out with my friends and just wanted me to stay home texting him. duh! Seriously.


March 2014

  I resigned from my job and was thinking of opening a new business because I started having an                           attendance issue because I kept on partying and drinking almost everyday. 

Mid March 2014

  Still continue partying and drinking
  
  JOBLESS STILL 

April 2014

 I realized I wasn't ready to be in a relationship yet. And fighting everyday was no longer healthy. 

 Realized, I started to get broke so I minimized going out with my friends since I realized it caused me so much  going out partying when I no longer have a job. So I spent more time reading and got addicted to 50  Shades of    Grey Trilogy. But I partied once in a while though

  Started hanging out with dorm mates who happened to be years younger than me. lol

Videos of our kulitans!

Mid April 2014
   

   Got closed with my dorm mates and I decided to be their mommy LOL

Meet my Fashionistas babies :)

May 2014
   
    Mikko and Iniego become an item. Coincidentally, they have the same birthday. This photo was from
    Mikko and Iniego's birthday at SM Cebu. The reason why Mikko and I was not included in that photo
    because we were just like chilling at our dorm with our fresh-from-the-bed-clothes when Iniego called
    and said he will be fetching us coz he wanted us to go to his old Apartment in Urgello. And who would
    have thought we went straight to SM to surprise Mikko to celebrate their birthday? -___-
    So yeah.. We were at Bigby's wearing RAGS! -___-

   
   The job that was waiting for me which is Manila base, got fucked up for some reason I can't write here.  I
   But there was no one to blame. It was all because of my wrong decisions and too much procrastination.
   And despite the grades I fucked up last semester which my family wasn't aware of it at that time yet, I just
   I just decided to just study. I enrolled again and found an escape for my problems. I was able to convince
   my family to transfer me to a different University. In that way, I won't get caught that I dropped all my            subjects last semester because of course each course offers diff curriculum. So I found solution to my            problem ( well.. that's what I thought )


Mid May 2014

 Something not so nice happened to Iniego's life up for some reason and moved in to my dorm. If I'm the  mom of the kids at the dorm and he become the dad lol

We got closer each day. My room became the kwarto ng Bayan lol. There were no nights that the guards of our dormitory won't scold us because of our loudness esp during dawn. lol Later on, we realized, my room is too small for all of us since my room is only good for 2 only so the new Kwarto ng Bayan was Shine, Rubilyn's room since it's a good for 4 room and they were only 2 of them who was occupying the room.

    Here are my babies :) 

Sunshine 

She looks innocent isn't she? But nah..She's one of the paugat, most kiat person I know! She's fun to be with. The beauty and Brains of our Dorm 

Rubilyn

The Bungagera, The misunderstood, the war freak. These are the common adjectives you will hear from people if you will ask them if they know who Rubilyn is. But what they didn't know is this war-freak-looking girl has a kind heart. She may portray that image but she's one of the nicest person I know.

Nico

The fashionista, the fashion designer,

I always admire him with his great fashion sense. A very opinionated person. I find him really smart and very malambing to his mommy ( me ;P ) 

Meo

Another fashionista here fellas! an Introvert, Aloof, known for his innocence. My baby :) 

I also admired his Fashion sense! He seldom talks. And I find his innocence really cute. I always baby talk him and I didn't mean it! Sometimes I really think he's a real baby  -__-

Resbon

( forgive me for the pic I used here bon. -__- I swear I tried so hard looking for your FB account but I can't seem to find it. Hope you didn't block me -__- ) 

I find him really intimidating, aside from his also great fashion sense, I just didn't know what it is that makes me feel intimidated by him. He respects me thu. And I like he's mean lines lol. 

Mikko 

My first baby. He's clingy, he's malambing, shy, funny, and I find him really smart. He's just scared of what people will think of his opinion that's why instead of telling his opinion, he chooses to just keep it to himself. I also admire his talent in making scripts for commercials. He's also very helpful of his friends who are in need.  And I salute him for that. :) 

Su

My first impression of her was " shit, this is already the person who'll make me doubt my gender " . But yeah seriously. I really find her very attractive. I really love morena girls and don't get me wrong, I'm straight ok? And before she transferred to our dorm, someone already warned me not to trust her. But I'm not a kind of person who judge by what people just told me. I gave her chance to see what kind of personality she has. Though sometimes, she annoys me of her loud mouth and her market personality,  I can't stop laughing every time I was with her. And when in times of serious talks, she's really a type of person who listens to you and gives you serious advices. You won't believe that kind of advice came from a 20 year old girl. So no matter what stories I heard about her, and no matter what she said behind my back ( whether its true or not ) I respect that coz I'm also not perfect and it's her right to say that since its her opinion. 

Kimberly 

Chinese cutie of our dorm. The youngest. The gamer. I also received warnings from people because she looks strict, plus the Chinese attitude "kuripot" which I proved recently that it's true. LOL But Before I never thought of her of being like that thu my first impression of her was kinda maarte. The first time I saw her was when she inquiring for a room for rent in my dormitory. Since Paul and I were the only people who were staying in my good for 4 people room at that time, our room was the first room who presented by our not-so-close guard. The guard broadcast to everyone that the person who was inquiring for a room ( which was kim ) complained that my room smelled like a cigarette. ( Because I already had a history of getting caught smoking inside the dorm and even thu I already stopped smoking, they still doubted me for doing it  -__- ) We already exchanged hi hello to each other since she transferred to our dorm but the first time we had a real conversation was just this year. Around Feb or March I guess. When she forgot her keys and the new lady guard who's lazy as fuck didn't help her and played blame game instead. I invited her to my room and she saw my books and I found out we are both book lovers! And she loves BOB ONG too!! I can still remember the first book I borrowed from him was written by Dan Brown. I really admire people who are book lovers so I decided to add her on my friend list lol. And despite what I heard about her being selfish, she's very kind and generous to me. But just recently, I realized, she's only kind to me but kuripot to other people lol. 

Tam

The famous Tam! Good looking, chic boy, tactless.

One of oldest dormers in our dorm. First Impression : Cute kid. Future hottie. 2nd Impression : I noticed there were something different. Then I realized, He got a twin! lol. Another Hi Hello in our dorm before. We were one of the oldest dormers in our dorm but we only got close just this year. This guy I can say is a head turner. Often see him in clubs before when I was still a party animal. A chic boy and we always makes fun of his PALPAK THE MOVES lol. But despite of the people who always comparing him to his twin brother who I can say is a complete opposite of him, I find him very approachable, who can hang out with diff types of people, and despite from he's tactless mouth ( lol ) I find him really nice. Having serious talk with this kid won't be a waste of time. He's curious. He asks. He listens. He learned. And he applies it. 

Eriko 

Arrogant. Hot tempered. 

I just met this kid last summer. I didn't expect we will be this close when my first impression of him was lets just say not really that good. When Tam introduced me to him, and when he started talking, I told myself that he's a type of person I will have conflict in the future. So better not to engage with this kid or else it would be my first time to bury a kid alive! -___- He spoke arrogantly and he acted and spoke as if he knows everything! But since he's just a kid, as an older person, I tried to be civil at him. We exchanged no. and since I promised him something, I brought him to that place where I promised him that I'll bring him to. After that, he kept on contacting me and wanted me to bring him there again. Most of the times I didn't reply but there were times, to be polite, I accompany him there. But later on, when we started having a real talk, I found out he wasn't that bad at all. It's just the way he deliver the words and the tone of voice he uses every time he speaks. We got super close for some reason and we treated each other as real siblings. I wasn't wrong with my impression of him that one day, our attitudes will collide. I'm a high tempered person and he is too. I got irritated easily and he is too. When we got comfortable with each other and we no longer feel shy to tell each other of what we feel, we started our daily ritual. SHOUTING to each other. But with that, I learned how to be patient and to give way because I'm older than him. And one thing I discovered, I had the same attitude as him before. And it sadden me that if I didn't bother knowing the real him, I would forever judge him by the first impression I saw on him before. And it made me feel so sad because that might be the people's perception on me before. Anyway, the person whom I thought I can't imagine to be one of my closest friend in my wildest dream turned out to be the person who helped me in times of needs, esp in my super down moments, and even protect me from people who tried pulling me down. We may fight everyday, screamed at each other every minute but at the end of the day, we always find ways to be ok like real siblings do. 

June 2014

Promised myself that I'll be serious in my studies now. But again, still having the same allowance every week is the same shit if you have vices like smoking and crap. And I decided again to look for a job. But still the procrastination went on. The application for supposed to be this day, rescheduled tom. And rescheduled again. That went on for a couple of months. 

Again, wrong decisions in my life

People started staying away from me because I reached the point where in I already borrow money from people to feed myself. 

July 2014

Same shit. Jobless. Broke. Procrastinating.

( Now that I'm thinking of the time I wasted, makes me want to kill myself. ) But then again, regretting and looking behind our past will just extend the procrastination. 

Friends Starting not to trust me, issues were made because of the wrong decisions I made, and for letting them disrespected me. 

Friends whom I treated as my family betrayed me. There were lots of times when I wanted to scream at their faces and tell them FUCK YOU! NO MATTER WHAT YOU FUCKING DO AND FUCKING SAY, AT LEAST I ALREADY PROVEN MYSELF UNLIKE YOU WHO ARE BUNCH OF DUMB PEOPLE WHO ARE BORED WITH THEIR FUCKING LIVES AND GOSSIPING IS ONE OF YOUR HOBBIES!  I MAY BE FUCKED UP NOW, BUT I CAN LEARN FROM IT AND THIS ISN'T FOREVER! COZ IM SMART! IM FUCKING SMART

But there's always a voice in my head who keeps on telling me everytime I reached my Anger stage to breathe, calm down, and always remember, they were my family before and this is just all misunderstanding from kids who doesn't know how to lower their pride yet. And telling that to them won't do me any good. I will just waste my time, and they will just laugh at me. 

August 2014

Month when I no longer want to go home to my dorm.