I admit, lately I've been pushing people away, but it’s because I’m afraid to get hurt

again

It always happens and it’s always the same outcome

I think now, it’s getting to the point where people perceive me as too difficult to get through to, so they don’t even try

do you think it’s my fault I’m like this?

I have some sort of struggle that I can’t get rid of

and no one is even willing to help

so now what