I’m only afraid because I’ve lost you before and I wouldn’t dare it happen again. I ignored you, I forgot everything you were to me. And I am so very afraid that you will feel what I felt, emptiness. I don’t want you to forget what I am to you.

I just hope that this is just as important to you as it is to me. I hope that you still see a strong future to us with confidence. Because to me, it isn’t a “whatever happens, happens” kind of thing anymore. I want this entire.