Insomnia at its finest. I have a problem and idk if I should be worried or not. I’m sure I’m messed up in the brain. I don’t know what to do. I attempt to close my eyes but I get too scared and cringe at the thoughts roaming in my mind. I no longer have the appetite to get a good nights rest. I get all shaky then I somehow force myself to stay up longer to keep me company. You’d think its just me and its all in my head. And it is, but fuck I’ve tried countless amounts of times to make it stop. I don’t understand myself. This is bad. And annoying as well as unhealthy yet normal.