i don’t know if i’m the only one who does this

but some nights, when i’m really into thought and i’m just laying in bed, i begin to think about the people in my life that i truly miss/hold dearly/cherish and wonder what they’re doing, how they’re doing, if they thought i was important in their life as well, what would happen if i suddenly lost them from my life……..

and once i start to think about that specific thought, i sometimes begin to feel depress and all

like fuck, there are just people whom i love too much and i can’t imagine them leaving my life and them never coming back and shit, it just gets to me

geez, maybe i care too much, i dunno man whatever

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