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This is why it hurts the way it hurts. You have too many words in your head.


There are too many ways to describe the way you feel. You will never have the luxury of a dull ache.


You must suffer through the intricacy of feeling too much.
You will always be too much of something for someone: too big, too loud, too soft, too edgy. If you 

round out your edges, you lose your edge.

Apologize for mistakes. Apologize for unintentionally hurting someone — profusely. But don’t 

apologize for being who you are.

i’m scared of my own mind

i just want to be happy at the end of the day

but lately, i’ve been feeling so hollow

a shell of what used to be

something is missing

or rather, misplaced

i need to find it

or rather, find myself

to reach enlightenment

i don’t know what’s wrong with me

i don’t know what i’m doing wrong

it probably is nothing

too much time thinking

overthinking

how long will this last?

i just want it to go away

i want to kill myself

the self that i don’t like

but i want to keep on living


You know you’re on the right track when you become uninterested in looking back.

I used to hate sleeping because it’s just like being unconscious for eight hours but now I love sleep 


because it’s just like being unconscious for eight hours

I was quiet, but I was not blind.

You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.